Saturday, January 24, 2009

syndrome.

So I was just told I have "Missionary Syndrome".

Alas.

The symptoms:
-I've felt guilt for owning things, yet
-I've been prideful for trying to live off of nothing.
-I've felt shame for having too much.
-I've felt useless.
-I've been bord.
-I've been extreamly lonely...
-I've been confused
-I feel emotionally tired most of the time

May the Lord be gracious.
May I learn to CLING to the LORD.
May He be my everything...
even if I am diseased.

4 comments:

brooklend said...

that wedding looked so beautiful and so fun. and you looked so beautiful and so fun.

oh. how i miss you so.
loving on you robbie..

Rocks said...

Robyn, you have such a beautiful heart! and i pray He bless you even more with peace and strength. It was nice meeting you.

Ate raquel

Deanna Marie said...

bobski. Loving you much. like always.

Anonymous said...

you know it's ok to admit it. If you do not recognize it it will not go away! Look at 2 Cor 4: 16-18. Hope it will encourage you!!!